How Do You Define Maturity?

I was awakened by my big brother's litany over my younger brother this afternoon, saying: "Maturity has nothing to do with age... maturity is doing what is right... even a Five-year-old kid is considered mature if he does what is right." Those words kinda hit me somehow.

Lets face it, sometimes we tend to act childishly and kinda impossible... specially when we are so preoccupied by our emotions... this indeed something to think about... :)

Zhang Yimou

I never watched Zhang Yimou's films until early last year of 2006, the first movie I watched, starred, Zhang Ziyi... "The Road Home." Honestly, at first I don't find the movie very interesting... but as the story progressed, i find it to be appealing.

Actually, The Road Home, is just a simple story about a girl from the countryside who fells in love with an educator. The story shows how the girl tries to win her man... it was a simple story... but I find it interesting, through a very artistic and traditional work of art at the same time..

So far, I have watched 3 films of Yimou... and each has its own style in visual storytelling no matter how simple a story can get... "The Road Home, Not One Less, and Curse of the Golden Flower".

I've been wanting to watch more of Zhang Yimou's films... he always have artistic details in his films that reveals the identity of the film.

Real Situation...

While everybody else were so hooked up with the non-ending ERAP's pardon... Arroyo-De Venecia over ZTE deal... my world stopped at a certain community where my eyes were opened to the real situation of ordinary people who actually needs the attention.

And so I thought... why are those people making a fuss about their leadership, when if they only look to communities in rural areas, they'd know how to evaluate themselves as leaders. They talk about how the economy has improved... and yet if you look on to these rural areas? All you see is a complete picture of POVERTY.

In my One week stay in the Saniag Community of Ampatuan, Cotabato... i figured that these people need education... they have a school building, but lack the materials for education... lack teachers... I even thought that not wearing slippers is part of their culture but truth? They just cant afford to buy even a pair of slippers.

One might say... people in the rural areas live a simple life... well how do you define simplicity? as far as I know... simple living... is having contentment in little things... but doesn't have to deprive himself of things that is necessary.

Well if those people wanted to be quoted as a GOOD LEADER, may I suggest, LOOK UNTO THE REAL SITUATION OF ORDINARY PEOPLE.

FOCUS

the sun is up...

and haven't really finished revising my script... oh well, few hours from now were on our way for our shoot. nyahaha. and the script isnt finished yet... duh...

FOCUS. i need to FOCUS as what Teng Mangansakan, also a Filmmaker, keeps on reminding fellow filmmakers for like a week now. LEARN rhon... LEARN.


As if really i have the choice not to finish the script huh? hmmm... i wonder whats taking me so long, when i only need to revise the scripts... and to think there are only few revisions.!!! grrr.... again it leads to FOCUS.

Okay... maybe i should sit back for a while and start to meditate... perhaps i need to refill my energy and creativity tank... to finish a good story... POSITIVITY? get in to me NOW.

Cloud 9

After so many sleepless nights doing video editing stuffs, I finally had the chance to spend time with myself and pamper myself a little… filling up my energy tank for another more workload…Yes, I finally decided to engage myself in Video Editing… after web development… I’m so hooked up with video editing these days.

I still remember how frustrated I was few days ago… because I almost wasn’t able to present the video I was making because the computer I was using is not compiling due to low memory, good thing my friends, Coi and Fern was there to help me make things possible… and I would have not eaten the whole day if they had not found a way. (I’ll be doomed for life!!!) The project is very crucial for the office I’m working for… since it’s meant to be presented to the Australian Review Team for the evaluation of the company… I felt so lucky that time when I finally presented the video on TIME. (Whew… despite the hassles… time was still on my side…)

I am just so happy with the feedbacks that I’ve been hearing… my boss can’t even thank me enough… as well as those people I’ve worked with… Indeed its elating to have someone appreciate what you do… its been a while since someone took notice of my works… and it is just so inspiring that my sleepless nights indeed paid off.

* All SMILES =)

In Disguise

Man of worth… as what they see

You got it all… and so they say

You got power, wealth and fame

Perfection… is what they thought you are

Indeed you make things happen in just a snap

And with that you are loved…

But who are you beneath the mask?

Who are you beneath your lies?

I say, you’re a beast hiding in glamour

A devil in disguise

Sure you made them believe through your fake smile

Sure you made them listen through your kind words

And with just a little tear… you have gained support

Laugh out now… laugh it all out

In your laugh you broke her soul

I hope you realize her worth

Before time takes its turn

And you end up all alone

Remember the past, remember it all

Remember everything before the fame

Remember her… who was there to share your pain

Your pillar, who loved you when no one did

Take her for granted like it has always been

But let me remind you

She is not forever yours

For time has awakened her…

Tomorrow, she's no longer there

Tomorrow she will be gone

Off to find the life that she deserves

You had your chance, but you waste it away

Now’s her turn do things her way

You forgot… as you always do

that behind your success… there was her.

(sniffs...)

-rhon-

Si Bumblebee at ang Matapang na Bubuyog

Nagtipon-tipon ang mga nilalang sa isang malaking kasiyahan… hayun si Bumblebee, palakad-lakad habang kinakamayan ang lahat ng makasalamuha… nandun din ang matapang na bubuyog na kinakamayan din si Bumblebee. Teka nga? Tama ba itong nakikita ko? Ang matapang na bubuyog na sa aking pagkakaalam ay ang mga malapit sa kanya ay matinik na kaaway ni Bumblebee? Hmmm… ang bilis namang magbago ng takbo ng pangyayari…
Kung hindi ako nagkakamali… noong isang linggo lang ay masyadong matapang ang pananalita ng mtapang na bubuyog na ito… animo’y isang hari na walang kinatatakutan.. kaya na man napahanga niya ako… dahil sa angkin niyang tapang… subalit sa nakikita ko? Takot ba siya kay Bumblebee? Si Bumblebee na walang ginawa kundi ang ipakita ang kanyang pagkaipokriito… si bumblebee na sadyang makapal ang mukha na walang ginawa kundi ang ipakita sa lahat kung sino ang hari… na kahit ang malaking pagkakamali niya ay kaya niyang gawing tama?
Tingnan mo nga naman si Bumblebee… nakikipagbiruan pa sa matapang na bubuyog. Ang dating Mortal na magkatunggali… ngayon ay animo’y matagal nang magkaibigan. Hay… sana lang hindi magbago ang disposisyon ng matapang na bubuyog na ito. Sana naman ay hindi malason ang kanyang pag-iisip sa mga matatamis na salitang iminumungkahi ni Bumblebee.
Madaming naglalaro sa aking isipan ngayon… Bakit nililigawan ulit ni Bumblebee ang matapang na bubuyog? Kaya ba talagang Talikuran ng Matapang na Bubuyog ang kanyang prinsipyo kapalit ng isang kasiguraduhan sa hinaharap?
Isa lang ang alam ko ngayon? Na ang pagsasawalang kibo ng matapang na bubuyog sa kanyang mga binitiwang pangako sa umaasa sa kanya at ang pkikipagmabutihan kay bumblebee ay isang kaduwagan. Manindigan ka! Ang pagsasawalang kibo mo sa mga nangyayari ay isang patunay na ikaw ay isang kaaway! Na ikaw ay mapanlinlang! Ikaw na hinahangaan ko ay kasingkulay pala ng dugo ni Bumblebee…